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*sigh*

It's a good thing I get paid next week

I am so pissed. I woke up this morning with a fever and sore throat. I have been fighting this stupid cold or whatever and thought I was winning until today. The kids I watch have all been sick off and on over the last few weeks and I was doing really good at not really catching anything...damn it all to hell. I love Halloween and didn't want to be sick and have it ruin my Halloween

Wow is all I can say. Both Ella and Landon got picked up early today! and Fox is at the dentist cause he fell and chipped a tooth- poor baby only has 10 of them and he has already broken one.



I think I am just gonna sit back and relax with a good book and watch a movie and be at peace for the next hour until everyone starts arriving home from school and work

So for the next month my weekends are not my own...for the most part. Halloween Weekend is the last weekend I can call my own.



After that the first weekend of November is my sister's bridal showers, the following weekend her bachelorette party...then weekend cooking the food I can freeze for the wedding...then the wedding itself the following weekend.



Also have to include my uncle Jim coming up from Louisiana in two weeks, three birthdays including my mothers and Thanksgiving.

I find it quite sad some days that I don't even know the date...I know what day of the week it is but I couldn't tell you the date half of the time. It's so weird not having to worry about the date really. I do pay enough attention so if something important is going on I won't miss it otherwise the days and times that really matter to me are Monday-Friday 7:15am-5:30pm when I have to be up when the munchkins start arriving to when they leave. Oh and Mondays and Wednesdays cause Monday is my night to cook and Wednesday is my night to do dishes.



But other then that and a few special days here and there I really could care less...



God I have no life...I miss it

Last night was pretty rough...Dexter our chocolate lab passed away after 12 years as a family member. My mom is devastated...even though she knew it was only a matter of time he was her little boy. We kids often teased her about him being her favorite child...he sure got better toys than we did.



Its even harder on her though cause she wanted to be there in the end with him...there was no real warning yesterday morning he was barking away at her as she fed him and i heard both dogs bark off and on through out the morning- and I am thinking was there a different bark from the other dog that said hey something is wrong here? but since they bark often in the afternoon i tend to ignore them



My dad had talked about going to feed the dogs in the evening because she was going to be late getting home...but never did. Instead my mom is the one who found him. The anguish that she is dealing with right now is hard. There is not a whole lot we can do for her except be there.



Rest in Peace Dexter

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Viridian
22:49 Oct 15 2009

NOOOO...



Animals... My one weakness

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Whelps piss me off...We have the right to rate what we see fit...that is why the numbers 1-10 are there for us to use for a reason. But what really pisses me off is when they rate you what you gave them or lower. Look at my page then look at your page with three lines telling me how hot you are, that you love twilight (can you tell I really don't give a fuck about it? Vampires should not sparkle...the whole idea is retarded) and to message you if I want more info.



I realize that not everyone has access to a personal computer but it is not hard to spell correctly and not have long ass run on sentences and paragraphs that cause me to lose interest because there is no order to your page. But thank you for those who even have that because at least it is some sort of info.



I do re rate when the effort has been put into your page to make it more approachable and pleasing to the eye or even more than message me if you are interested...



I honestly cannot believe the amount of teenagers and some others that profess they have found the love of their lives every single week. I am not doubting that maybe one in a million find the person they are going to spend a larger part of their life with when they are a teen but when you read some journal comments and then go back a little further only to find this is the 5th love of their life in the last 4 months I tend to worry.



Or the amount of youth who believe that they are not loved if they don't have a significant other...you do know most happiness starts with yourself right? You will not truly be happy if you are miserable with yourself no matter how wonderful of a partner you have. This is something I have personally learned.



I love Viridians comments. Off the wall and brutally honest. Over the top sometimes but I think it is refreshing to see. And get a grip people it is the internet. And if you don't like it hit that little block button, it is there for a reason.



Right now that's all cause I gotta deal with RL for a few minutes.

I just wanna curl up in a tiny ball on my bed and sleep...Is it Saturday yet?



This week has been brutal. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I am coming down with a cold...that would explain a lot-that and last night I stayed up way past the time I knew that I should go to bed in order to be up and cheerful by the time the children arrive or get up.



But then again I do that several times a week and never feel this drained...yeah I like the cold idea better

I don't know what is going on lately. Some days I am so energetic that I sleep only a few hours and others like yesterday I was bone weary tired. I was going to take a nap after dinner until House came on but ended up sleeping til 5am...11 hours.



I feel awake but tired at the same time...its so stupid

just a weird conversation I had



Me: Look at that

Alex: What the fuck

Me: I hoped she was gone

Alex: I hoped she was rotting in hell

Me: I can't believe that they gave her the store

Alex: I can. She's a fucking liar and back stabber... she made your life miserable for two years remember?

Me: I know. I hate her.

Alex: Whatever. Hate is too good a word for her.

Me: true

Alex: Can I pick up the dipping fork the stupid employee left on the dipper and poke her eyes out?

Me: No

Alex: damn it you never let me have any fun

So it only took like 11 hours but we found all the bridesmaids dresses and the dress for the flower girl...all we need now is shoes.



But oh god I am so tired of shopping...I like shopping but am not a shopper and especially not for 11 hours.



Oh and I found this really cute skirt...that kinda is for Halloween but I gotta work my butt of the rest of the month to fit into it...but it's great incentive for me since I wanted to start exercising and I am not motivated at all but now I will be.



Plus I want to lose weight and look hot in the bridesmaids dress..

It's so weird...I have been in Ancient Egyptian Mysteries for just short of a year now...(10 months i think) and when I click the coven button I still expect to see the coven page pop up...I am so gonna have to see if I can get one of my other profiles back there...cause it's home.



Not that Vita ex Nex and the new coven are not home...but the people of AEM have come to mean so much to me...mmh



of course it won't be so bad later on cause it's the first day blues but --